Day4, I backtracked a bit. Didn't spend as much time with Him as I have before.
Honestly, I have had 3 blogs ready to post here. None were working, so I erased and started again with a blank page. I got to be honest, this is going to be the hardest thing I have ever tried to do. Its scary because this is not in a private journal, but on this here blog. That's the way I feel I should do it, don't get me wrong. But it scares me to think about failing. I don't want to fail in front of you. I am sure it will seem to me like I have several times during this process. I am human, and I fall a lot. But hopefully, this will change my life and teach me how to fall in the right direction. Get up, and keep moving forward. Those were my dying Brothers last words. "Keep moving Forward"
I am no different than you. This life is hard, and I am trying this process, to allow Jesus to change my life.
My whole point to this is to teach myself, to be with God every single step I make. Through thick and thin. I want to acknowledge Gods presence in my life every second I live. Our lives serve a purpose. I'm ready to find out what mine is.
Paul said it best, "To live is Christ, to die is gain."
This will be used a lot!
Love JARED
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Hey Jared. My personal opinion? Not that it's worth much. I think it is better to fall/fail in front of others. Ecclesiastes 4:10 says, "If one falls down his friend can help him up. But pity the man who falls and has no one to help him up!" I admire you for inviting others to walk with you in this journey of continuous prayer. My bet is that you are going to encourage a few yourself along the way.
ReplyDeleteI might also add, as I've told you before, that as long as your desire remains as written, "to acknowledge God's presence in every second I live", it is impossible to fail.
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