I am OAK

INTRO:
My obsession with Oak trees may seem weird. I get it. This is me and everything I feel right now written down. "Keep moving forward" is my Brothers final words. A road side bomb hit his Humvee, his side sending shrapnel through his insides instantly and he still gave his men the one order that saved their lives, and one order that has saved mine.




I wish I was, I will be, and I am an OAK. I grow everyday in slow time but I grow stronger that way. I am forced to stand tall during high winds, rain, in ice and snow storms I can get through. I have the deepest roots of all trees thanks to these hard times. My creator knew exactly what I was before and He still knows what I am today and He knows me and my tomorrow. Its tough at times, we all have different seasons to battle through, and we all have the Beautiful and Abundant Grace of God to rejuvenate during the good seasons. For another Bad one is on its way and I will not know the day, but I will be ready for it when the time is here. In the midst of my storms and crack I cry, bleed, and I also have nights and days that I am afraid. But there is something my creator told me..."Be Still, and know that I am Lord". It takes the edge of pain right off of my bark covered back, and in that same voice I hear so perfectly is my forgiver. In my pain and knowing the battles that have come, and gone, I know there will be more around me soon on this earth that can shake me, and scare me real bad too. Here is my choice to make. I choose to except Gods Grace and for the storms to come as they may, because God knows what I was before, He knows my size and how strong I am now, He knows my final breath. He is in control and when the Storm comes, the storm that could be my last, I will freely ride it home, and for the first time feel the grasp of my savior before me. But...That is all in Gods timing. Today I must grow more, focus and steady myself on strong foundation, continue to root further and allow my Creator to have control. Fight through knowing that with Christ in your heart you have already won the War. Just allow God to live in you and use you! If you are in one now, KEEP MOVING FORWARD. When you are in one, KEEP MOVING FORWARD. When you are not, KEEP MOVING FORWARD. Do not be afraid, and KEEP MOVING FORWARD.
Be real. and instead of focusing on yourself, focus on God. Then you will learn to focus on each other and self comes naturally, like breathing.

So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God.

I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

ISAIAH 41:10


I love you,
JARED